I have a problem and I'm extremely embarrassed by it. I'm a married woman and my husband is away visiting his other wife and children for 4 months! It's enough I have to constantly think about how he is going to sleep with another woman, but also I've always been a very
Pleasing your wife sexually islam aroused woman.
I've had troubles with sexual desires before getting married and my husband knows that. When we first got engaged they told me that he was going to divorce his wife because she was always a "bad" wife.
Then after we got engaged I realized that he was going to stay with her, and that didn't bother me because he said he's not going to go back for 5 years.
He was really serious about coming to America and staying for a while. However, in the 3 years we've been married he's already visited her and his children 5 times.
This time he's staying for long months. I told him I cannot stay without a husband for 4 months. I was trying to make him understand what I meant by that. But he kept telling me "imagine how my other wife and children feel, I don't see them for 10 months".
I definitely understand that he needs to see his wife and children.
But I keep telling myself that I was kind of tricked, because if I knew he was going to be spending this much time away from me, I would have never agreed to the marriage.
I know that I need sex, it's very important to me especially if I want to stay in my deen. I cannot control myself. I was against him going for 4 months but was forced to let go. Now I have been pleasing myself, but having thoughts of him. I don't please myself with thoughts of other men, just him.
I feel disgusting and ashamed but I cannot control it. He should know that, he knows what happened to me before marriage.
I've changed and become closer to my deen, but we, women, have desires that need to be fulfilled too. Please, tell me what to do, I think that God "Pleasing your wife sexually islam" if my husband had died, I wouldn't be doing this to myself knowing that he's not here anymore.
But just the thought that he is allowed to have sex with another woman and I'm not is driving me crazy. But that's not the main issue. I need to be pleased, I feel like I'm not like most woman, I have a strong sexual desire. A reason gets married is for sutra. Technically when you're married, you're supposed to be with each other all the time so when you have sexual needs, your husband is right there. And therefore it is permissible for a woman to ask for a divorce if her husband does not sleep with her, because it is her right.
And this is how I feel. Am I committing a sin when I please myself while thinking of him or not because of how I was "tricked" in this marriage?
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